Sunday, July 12, 2009 ;
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in the end, it was an afternoon of studying session and a whole lot of fun with my dearest :D her bunch of friends are really cool! it's surprising to know that i can blend in so fast and so well with them. being in an elite school, i can't explain why is it so hard to blend into one. it's just well...difficult. anyway, the afternoon wasn't exactly productive. but there were good food yum yum! vicky the hao jie mei didn't turn up in the end hahaha. the night was spent at vivo. thankfully it wasn't that crowded since vivo is huge! i'm so glad pris and i got great bargains! esp accessories :DDD matching rainbow earrings(: woots and i love the shirt i bought <3 opps i just realised i've spent too much in a day. previously in the morning, online shopping :\
yawns tuition in the morning tml! after which, hello Eastina Tan Yi Ting :D meanwhile i shall catch a breather . though prelims it's like 8 weeks away, i don't wanna ruin my social life. that's why i love my friends XOXOXO
12:26 AM
Thursday, July 09, 2009 ;
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i swore I'd be your lifeline
MY MUM SHOULD BUY 4-D CAUSE I STEPPED ON DOG-SHIT ON THE WAY HOME THANKS TO THE ONE I WAS ON THE PHONE WITH AND THE INCONSIDERATE DOGGY WHO POOP RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE PATHWAY AND THE DIM STREET LIGHTS ARGHHHHHH!
besides the dog shit, it was relatively a good day today. school went on as per normal yawns. block test 2 results are streaming in alr! it was a good start today but i doubt it will last any longer ): i'm not being pessimistic but this is what i call facing reality. but pls, don't hit it hard right into my face. sighs.
met my dearest fren priscilla! it's amazing to know that we share the same sentiments in many things, and in particular relationships. perhaps we are very much alike, too rationale, too logical. sometimes we do question ourselves do we have too high an expectation. but at times, it seems like he's not doing enough. at least, He must do or express something that proves his worth. it's good to hear from you that it wasn't hurtful, and turns out to be more of a realisation. to know yourself better, to know exactly what you really want. essentially, it's a two-way kind of thing and at the end of the day if it turns out to be a tiring routine, why carry on. live life happier even if we're single, and seek the happiness that we really yearn for. haha but then again, i'm in no right to give critical views on bgr. to those you-knows, you know why hahaha.
woots and pris lost her bottle too! hahaha. we should get a new one and definitely must learn how to treasure our things. i'm looking forward to the weekends! it's the great spore sale and i didn't do any real shopping so far?! rarhhhh.
suddenly, i rmb i haven't done anything on InI and i feel like the soggy shit which i stepped on. totally shit gg!
11:05 PM
Sunday, July 05, 2009 ;
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Alexander wang inspired and bodycon dresses launched on facebook! These designs will be made for sale exclusively for our friends first. Those interested, please check back our (My Walking Closet) FB group/ join our mailing list or email to mywalkingcloset@gmail.com
so i was chatting with wzr and this was what he said about my sis's business. when earlier on he said he wanted to compete against her =.=
(R)ziran (L) China says:
ur sis alr movin to knowledge n techno manufacturin liao too qiang for mi to compete
jiayuan. says:
omg spam geo
(R)ziran (L) China says:
yea but serious tink ur sis qiang
(R)ziran (L) China says:
mebi we shld invest some capital on her
(R)ziran (L) China says:
gif her some room for potential growth
jiayuan. says:
OMG
jiayuan. says:
ECONS
jiayuan. says:
siao le
jiayuan. says:
wheres chem
(R)ziran (L) China says:
we could 1st meet gt to noe each other to gain some mutual electron affinity
jiayuan. says:
faints
(R)ziran (L) China says:
n work out the probability of our success wif poisson
P/S: i just realised, probability of success is in binomial, not poisson HAHAHA =X
war of the worlds had an abrupt ending -.- gahhh i'm laxing way too much!
11:37 PM
Friday, July 03, 2009 ;
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it's my long anticipated fri night! i shall not give further elaboration on the past few days. torturous long ordeal piece of nutty headache brain draining energy sucking period. indeed enjoy while we can.
i can't believe what exams did to me. indirecly uprooted my house's plant when i reached home on mon. made a mess cause the soil flew out =.= losing my bottle on one of the days by carelessy leaving it in the toilet. dammit 3rd time losing my bottle and all of which are nike :@@@ i ought to be shot ): does hc have a lost and found corner or sth? if not it's time for the welfare comm to do some soul-searching.
mmm and i suddenly miss track esp sprinting. inactivity has gotten the best of me over the past few months gg. i need to jogggggggggggggggg at least! maybe by then i will have the courage to stand on the weighing machine :\
aftermath of exams: MOVIES! (but the P. says have to aviod crowded areas cause of H1N1) :SSS
11:11 PM
Thursday, June 25, 2009 ;
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it's time to communicate
and i always will be where you are
today, i experienced what great wonders of why woman are woman. man i don't remember drinking that much of cold drinks which is enough to give me 3 hours of torturous cramps. thank god i didn't go school today! stupiddd cramps waste my energy waste my time. ended up moaning away in my bed in this empty house of the chong family and i miss my mommy )): well it got better 1 hour ago so i managed to do some studying of ECONS finally =.=
ok time is definitely running out FAST. after going through more than half of this last week of the june holidays, i came to realise how unproductive my first 3 weeks was oh gosh. alright, maybe i haven't been utilising my time to its max. due to various distractions which then proves my point that my house is still the best studying ground so far. people are first and far most my main distraction cause there are times when i can't resist the idea of communication hahaha :\
so there won't be any school extension. frankly speaking, i didn't put any hopes on the government extending 1 more week of the holidays (ok not that i'm fully prepared for B2). of course it will be a bonus if there is. wanling just told me sth really funny regarding how to miss B2 from her coach. firstly convince your parents to go to infected areas and come back before mon or secondly, you may want to sit a boat to batam hahaha. i have never thought of missing B2 cause i'm a good girl(((: haha right, it's good preparation for As anyway but what i detest the most will be the aftermath of it. of adults hounding you the reasons why you flunk the exams when you have a whole month to study blah blah blah. but NO i still choose to believe everything will turn out fine as long i tried my best. keep it positive i will.
but it still sucks when you are trying your best and there are these ppl who doubt your abilities who thinks they have every right to grade your intelligence. it's disturbing to know that results are everything.
6:22 PM
Tuesday, June 16, 2009 ;
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maybe it's time to check my progress so far. first week was a guilty week. week two got slightly better and now, less than 2 weeks to Block Test 2. basically i've touched on all of my subjects but i do not know exactly if I'm studying smart. as usual, i've decided to put econs as the least priority. wait a minute, i just remembered a subject called General Paper :\ i've stopped track for studies, and if my results turn out to be worst than B1, perhaps really the fault never had lied in track, but me. then again, it's obvious that B2 will be difficult. then then again, we have a month to study. i do not want to die a terrible death so i pray, that hard work do pays off.
the idea of slogging so hard in studies is to gain a place in university, preferably a desired stream of course. i'm not in favour of studying the lights out of myself but i know, this is the only route to a bright future. even though the road ahead is still fogged up, i'm starting to get a rough idea which courses i wanna study. what i wanna do after i graduate will be another different story; which i have yet given a thought into. along this journey, i hope i didn't lose myself. because this is when competitiveness changes people.
enough about studies.
sometimes i do wish ppl are more direct, even myself. beating around the bush and keeping numerous secrets breeds speculation which can be false. but well, not till the extent of being overly direct which can be deemed as insensitive or cauing the other party to feel uneasy. i'm not too sure what point am i trying to bring across but i guess there are times when directness makes things less complicated.
woots and i went to make new spectacles ytd(: after 3 yrs, only my left eye saw a slight increase in degree phew. i trust The P. taste (as quoted from my sis haha) and hopefully it doesnt make me look too serious. oh anyway, i still dislike The F. definition of independency D:
facebook quizes i must say are pretty interesting. most of the time, i will publish quizes that holds certain truth, and not exactly whether the analysis will put me in a good light hahaha. arghhh and bejeweled is getting irritating! can't seem to break that 198K high score when i first started playing.
alright off to studying. why am i wasting my time like that ):
12:27 PM
Sunday, June 07, 2009 ;
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it's way past twelve but i've adjusted the time to make it 7th June :D man i played with photoshop for so long. and crapsticks, the font function refused to work. perhaps i'm just noob == some of the time was spent thanking friends on facebook! why am i exceptionally nice today mmm. the power of 18th! haha.
18th does sounds like a nice age but i'm still doubting my maturity level. not that i'm childish but i still feel young than to think like an adult. this is bewildering but then again, i have to reckon the fact that i'm 18. an age that permits me to watch M18 movies (not that it makes a difference), to drink OPENLY, enter casinos (which i already did) and make wise decisions. yes reality check, i'm a woman (as quoted from justina), an adult.
here goes the thanklist of ppl: wanling(for the earpiece, notebook and lovely card), priscilla(for the book, earrings and matured note), szemin(for the pouch), iris(for the godiva chocs and card), lixue, guojun(for the pencil tin), victor, jiahao, ziran(for the tuzki pillow and interestingly written card with illogical maths ques), jiawen, ehui, lithong, gwen(for the carebear and lovely card), chester, justina, siti, justin, augustine, hanyu, caoyue, charmaine, zhongning, yushi, emain, chingyi, samantha, huaqun, dayan, desmond(for the cow+milk)and many many others who wished me happy bday on facebook! and and my family and my relatives (((:
to add on:
'And as for my sister’s over-dued bday present, I sponsored her Papillio shoes (freaking $109 lor, my birks also not that expensive) and bought her a bag. I’m such a nice sista.' quoted from my sis's blog(: thanks a lot jwen:DDD though you only sponsered 1 foot of the sandals hahahah :P
oh right and hanyu,shanru,fiona & amanda for the elmo ballon which apparently, keeps floating around my room, the sunflower, and the interestingly decorated cheering stick pasted with stickers. so i had to carry those presents home and it kinda attracted some attention from the public :\ but thanks trackers for the belated presents again(((:
it was a great day spent though the time was short and we did nothing exceptionally interesting. well except when we were talking pictures using self timer mode and it caught random people's attention -.- but it's alright cause ignorance is bliss! and one of the greatest b(:ss is to come across the 5 of them in my life. thank you so much for everything today and everything everything! YOU GIRLS ARE GREAT & MIGHTY & QIANG HAHAHA!:D today has been a real fattening day coupled with highly filling lunch and dinner :O
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11:59 PM
Wednesday, June 03, 2009 ;
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Hong Kong - cable car, praying, vegetarian food, buddha, starbucks (yum yum yum!), L'Hotel Level 57 - coolest hotel ever with visible bathroom from bedroom, camwhoring, expensive shopping centre, hk mos milk tea, oily duck rice dinner, fluffy pillows, HEAVY dim sum breakfast, the beach, more praying, family pictures, boating ride to nowhere, some golden flower thingy? :\, hearts bracelet(:, sumptuous lunch, 1h mrt-ride to shenzhen.
Shenzhen - messy custom, kiasu chinese, sis nearly got quarantined :O, my first and last shopping trip ))):, robotwatch (monkey), window of the world (google search), awesome pictures (good for scamming :p), nerdy specs + pictures and more pictures, missed out the icy world ))):, 'lilman nation', miniature infrastructures, migraine acting up so sleepy =(, man + horse stunts, pretty china woman (from farrr) performances, spectacular stage line ups, malign of dorm keeper ( so sorry ) - jiayuan's memory is hopeless!
Macau - ferry ride to macau, macau streets are pretty desserted, praying again, st joseph's, portugese egg tart, casinos and more casinos, am getting overly mature looking ):, streets are desserted because many ppl are in the highclass gambling dens, foul-up mood - dislike macau rarh!
there were fun and sourplum moments throughout the trip. so they kinda balance out and the whole holiday turned out average. more pictures(with additional effects credits jwen) up on fb! studying - it's seriously now or never ):
11:28 PM
Thursday, May 28, 2009 ;
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Love will find you;
today officially marks the end of term 2 for me! dumdeedums i shall keep an open mind and enjoy my short trip for the time being. chem tuition teacher told me to bring my tuition work along -.- of which im still contemplative. cause work can never be done on a holiday trip. man it spoils the mood! sigh but the thought of block test 2 lingers in my head. so many topics so lil time. the trip makes me feel guilty ):
it's about 10pm. and i have to be in bed soon before i wake up at 3am cause the flight is birdily early S: let me complete the post in hassle then. the first half of the yr for j2 is pretty much enjoyable as compared to the rest of last yr. i can barely recall my life as a j1. perhaps more of a walking zombie whom fell sick 8 times in a yr, frequent migraines and some pea-sized brain. this yr i get to know of my classmates better, smiling more often, lesser migraines (since the time my head got hit during weights trg), possibly a larger social circle, still wondering if im smarter and most imptly healthier!
there were several significant events for the first half of this yr. it was mainly track again of course. we knew, the championship wasn't for us to take. but it was still a great job done for the girls. my performance did peak this yr but sadly at the wrong time wrong place. after nats, here i am hoping my thighs to shrink... hahaha jkjk (not thunder thighs laa!). well it's just pretty sad that i wont be going for asean schools this yr since the past 2 experiences had been great. my name and my achievements in the spore tracking arena will now be stored in my history books - well founded memories.
for the last day of school today, boring lecs and tuts as usual but self entertainment kept myself awake. sold ice-cream today toooo for sl project. quite an experience even though influx of customers made us panicked. and there was this particular guy from my geo class who intended to self service. so we let him and he scooped more than $1 worth of lime sobert :S. we are kind and generous people hahaha.after school yushi and i headed now to j8. at the bus stop dear ys was omggggg! and at j8 she was omgomgomg. she mistook one of the customers as the salesman. woah and the man's face turned black like totally. embarassed to the max though i was laughing like tard shit =X and a few days back des the nubcake fell down the stairs and landed like a turtle after geo class as he was totally a frozen nubcake HAHAHA.
arghhh and jingxiang gt on my nerves today! it will be most appreciated if you make yourself known at the tagboard(: thank you!
till then when i'm back, while studying books revisions consultations etc. awaits me ):
9:45 PM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 ;
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utterly distracted for the past 2 days. haha thanks to csm or rather self-discipline tsk. csm was alright! thankfully i ran the relay or else simply i may just die off boredom. the last time i sprint was a month ago. and considering my team consisted of people from a variety of CCAs, it was a commendable effort on our part for coming in second WOOTS :D rarh... i guess it is inevitable that i'm starting to lose my speed. one that i've built up after so many years. and come to think of it, this may very well be my last race running with my striking blue spikes >:
after csm was lunch and movie. some really mini so called class outing. had a really filling lunch thanks to a certain someone hahaha. we will bear in mind what you've said mwahha. watched angels and demons. it's a good movie but the book is better as mentioned by dc (which is always the case). maybe i'll understand the movie better after reading the book so i'll wait patiently for it (in the hands of my sis). and the movie somehow reminds me of gp =.= sth like whether religion and science can co-exist.
so i was arranging my medals. and found it challenging to do a thorough trophies and medals count. it's too crowded :\ received most probably my last and final track medal today. collection for yr 2009 - 6 silver medals. i think bronze is the nicest colour but gold is where the glory lies.
and the world who changes people;
9:57 PM
