WELCOME to my plain blog.

i locked my blog up cause it was under-construction. apparently my sis deleted away my links, sitemeter and tagboard which kinda irks me :\ but i'm going to change my blog soon soon so so be it :p

1 more paper left and i'll be freeee from schooling life for a meanwhile. i have srsly no idea how will i fair for As. right, the papers weren't easy yet thankfully i didn't have such a bad feeling that i screwed up the papers badly. for papers like maths it's just the feeling of stabbing myself when i realised the numerous careless mistakes that i've made -.- but like i've always said, heck it's over since worrying or brooding over the papers won't change the fact that what done is done. i'll just need to pray pray pray really hard and get my desired results. i hope the dream that i had today was a good omen(:

the countless pictures that justina just uploaded on facebook is making me all so nostalgic :S time zoooommmxxxxx! and these 2 yrs of jc after tml will come to an end. guess tml will offically be my last day of wearing hc uniform but not that i will miss it hahahah :p to me jc life generally was rather mundane D : last yr my life revolved so much around track school home and tuition and this yr duh As so yea i had lil time for myself. i'm freakin glad As ends tml. i'm in a state of nirvana! HAHA! oh yea and i had a small chat with my senior just now. shit i'm having the itch to join track in uni :\ the thrill of competitions is nerve-wrenching yet awesome. how how how? but i'm such a coach potato now ): how to get my form back?!

on a happy happy note, i grew taller! going to hit my aim of 168cm! the best thing is i'm slightly lighter than my past weight consdering that i'm taller woohoo(: hope i don't put on much weight over the hols cuz i swear i'm going to have big big meals with the clique! plus loads of fun! 2012 tml! can't wait!

overseas hols for this dec will be boring cuz i'll only be going malaysia yawnnsss! and i need to get a job to earn $$$! anyone with any lobang? HAHA. ok better be off to do more chem mcq! this is boring -.-

oh yeap and did i mention this blog post will most prolly be my last post on this blog?

the peeps i usually hang out with + Desgirl ;D
graduation was okay. the rest of the pictures are up on facebook. my parents came for the graduation ceremony surprisingly :O the dinner before the graduation didn't reflect a very good image of the school. there weren't any ushers around the school to direct the parents (maybe cause hc was too big?) and there were no parents queue for the food. so it turned out to be rather disorganised. haha the videos of all the classes were mostly pictures (excluding s60). so they were pretty boring yawns. my parents said my class is a sleeping class -.- in the sense that there were many sleeping pictures of us haha. wl and i weren't sitting with the class but thankfully there was yippy yaya to entertain us hahaha. even though the hc bear won't be of any use (and it's sitting on the ledge of my bed), it's still quite cute haha (dammit i didn't buy cedar bear D : ). yes the period in hc was short, but i had my fair share of good and bad times. nevertheless, i feel a sense of relief that i've graduated(: i wouldn't say i'll miss college life the most (cause cedar are the days that i'll miss most!) but certain memories are worth reminiscing (:

ok i was emo these 2 days that i freaking lost my specs on grad day itself. so if anyone came across the smb msg of the scattered-brain girl who lost her spec - it's me D : oh my godness i'm ought to be shot like BOOMX. i was sad cause the specs is only 4 months old ) : and the best part was i forked up my own $$$ but maybe it was a blessing in disguise cause my parents will blow their top if they were the ones who paid for it. wow after feeling elated over the 500 bucks just a day before, the next day just have to screw all my mood hell up! grrrr.

ok studies unrelated stuff aside. it's 2 more weeks to start of As. i'm telling myself not to panic nor getting stressed up cause they will have a backlash on me. so i'll just prepare as much as i can over these 2 weeks and before i know it, As will be overrr. 23rd Nov - the day of liberation!

One Shot
blogging robs my sleep. and it's bad cause lack of sleep makes ppl aged faster. the past few weeks were pretty mundane. i wouldn't say my results are disatrous but srsly just nothing to be proud of. even if it was great, i wouldn't brag openly nor will i put others down in any other case. the sense of superiority and stupid comparisons disgusts me. some people are simply just in no stand to grade the intelligence of others. yes, i can't tolerate people who thinks excelling grades are formidable or even people who rate others by what they score, which gives them the right to degrade those beneath them. if grades are everything, i will say you are nothing. grades reflect little about a person's character or personality. there's a lot more to that and by acting the way you are acting, and to me it reflects your low EQ and intolerable character.

i've been talking to my parents and sister about the course and uni which i may choose to study. much persuasion came from my mum, who insist that it will be better to get into some business related course. i know little about business so currently i'm showing minimum interest towards the course. but one thing for sure, grades of Assss are required and there will be a high possibility that track will come into mention if i were to choose business. so far i'm more inclined arts and while some don't see any fore-seeable future in arts, i'm keen to see how far my interest can take me to. i'm looking forward towards the end of jc-life. maybe not so much towards the start of uni life but it's funny how everyone describe uni as meeting the so called "right one". i'll choose carefully hahaha.

awwww.
studying in town is a nonono! getting chased out of different place is no pleasant experience. what i freakin don't understand is when the cafe or shop ain't crowded, and you gotta chase us out?! #%(*)*#%(# grrrr. ok so my face turned black twice today. ohhh and i saw many familiar faces today. many of which i didnt manage or bother or not familiar enough to say hi haha.

many schools ended today. and why is hc ending on the 26 of oct or even later?! i need my more-productive-home-studying sessions grrrr. ok it's really time i stop using the com e.g watching videos. watching too many short videos such as gory videos like manifestations of maggots on a wound, killing a baby monkey using a hammer for feast, man sliced into half feeling his sliced-body etc etc omg is wasting time. ok random but i want my $500 bucks! to save myself from further brokeness esp right after As haha.

right, so time for bed(:

P/S: pictures are self-taken : D

LOUSY camera phone :p
the past few days was rather disheartening but oh wells life still goes on. i'm glad a couple of friends and dearest and bestest cheered me up(: study sessions though not exactly productive but certainly entertaining(: Mid Autumn Festival today and i didn't manage to catch a glimpse of the moon D: thanks rainy weather :\

Cloudy With A Chance of Meatballs(this reminds me of return of gp papers)
after geo lesson ytd, 7 of us went to catch Rou Qiu in 3d! the animations are rather cute esp Steve the Monkey ;D (for MANNY's pic refer to yushi's blog!) though i still think the movie ain't worth 13 bucks :\ i was telling ys, it will be cooler to catch a horror movie in 3d and scare the wits out of ourselves haha. p/s it's just saying HAHA and i don't think we'll dare. :X

COURTESY OF YUSHI and desmon
"You're the contacts i'm the eye, i've got my eyes on you"
while the rest have their lunch, i headed down to orchard to meet pris and vicky! the mrt ride was unpleasant cause i was busily smsing unpleasant stuffs and receiving unpleasant news which totally made me overshot my stop =.= BUT after ytd, i've decided to be forward-looking and take things as it come! studying session with vic and pris turned out to be 50% gossip session. we've come to realise our friends are link in one way or another. from schoolmates to classmates to ccamates to neighbours haha. and irritating vicky refused to spill what he knows rarhhh! and i don't understand guys are very much against lesbians. perhaps they're just jealous they can't get their hands on them LOL!

as for today, studying session at the same place with wl and pris. more productive as compared to ytd and i'm feeling such a glutton. ate like high calories laksa plus greentea and choc meiji ice-cream, sushi and numerous colourful sweets. erps i got a bit crazy half way throughout studying. must be high glucose level :\ bat kut teh for dinner and it loaded my stomach with soup and erm lime juice?!

i hope i don't tire myself out esp during As itself. my results for prelims won't be promising and to some extent it sucks though ppl may still say our ultimate goal is As. alright, time for bed tuition tml. by 23 nov, everything will be over.

magnets should repel repel repel!

you make me smile like a sun, fall outta bed
sing like a bird, dizzy in my head
spin like a record, crazy on a sunday night
you make me dance like fool, forget how to breathe
shine like gold, buzz like a bee
just the thought of you can drive me wild
oh, you make me smile!
it's an awesome saturday dumdeedums! away from the hustle and bustle in town, central clark quay is an enjoyable weekend to be at. met dearest priscilla! finally after much decomposition at home, i'm out on a sat weekend for a breather. right, prelims ain't over yet but couping at home any further will make me turn bersek rarh rarh! we've found our secret hideout ^^ nice atmosphere and environment. to make myself feel less guilty, i did a bit of organic chem and it turned out that i always get 50% right on a page on average dammit! have to work harder ): after which, was snap snap with my sis dslr yayness! :D we walked along clark quay and visited some flea market. for once i didn't spend a single cent (thanks to yushi haha!).

These broken lights, they shine on us tonight. says:
: D
haha my mama say now u got long hair very pretty

jiayuan \drift on memory bliss says:
me mama say u very sweet!
OMG both mamas praising
HAHAHA

These broken lights, they shine on us tonight. says:
LOL!
our mamas got good taste

hahaha so funnyyy! anw, dinner at central and really really filling sushi coupled with meeso soup yum yum! it's been so so long since i experienced the nightlight of clark quay. my parents used to bring my sis and i to clark quay and i always rmb the turkish ice-cream seller! how he used to trick and play around with his customers! pris was fooled when she bought the ice-cream just now! HAHAHA! thanks for making my day today dearest ;D hearts <3

more than just an ordeal?
just 1 more mcq paper to go on tue and it's all over! prelims was indeed tough, tougher than B1 and B2 definitely. the thought of receiving back the papers is daunting, and it starts on next wed oh wow =.= what used to be my highest subject in B1 will turn out to be my greatest nightmare this time round. as for now i shall play a big bit over the weekends, meet-up maybe tml and wedding dinner on sunday! mug a full day of mcq on mon and after the paper on tue, it's time to catch my 4th movie of the year - talk about deprivation ):

anyway for today, the outing that was cancelled turned out to be a blessing in disguise. totally lethargic once i reached home after only a short walk around ps and i realised the bus trip for once was too fast. lunch at swensens with wl,ys,stella,des and dy. lunch was better at swensens compared to the one at pizza hut last fri. the portion was pretty big and there were assorted flavours of ice-cream to choose from. the price was considerably affordable as well (winks* to des). intended to get ys present but nothing caught her eye ): so we'll push it to tue then:D

looking back, i realised my days in hwachong were short-lived. didn't enjoy the days back in j1 cause i was self-exclusive haha. didn't go for any major school events maf nor scream and yawns i was glad that j1 flew past really fast. after an ordeal at the end of the yr, this yr turned out much better. i got to know a few of my closer friends in class better and yeap it was these ppl which made lessons less boring and entertaining. though as usual, i dread the routine of going to school. but it's surprising how fast my days in hc is going to come to an end. so that is one of the reasons that i chose to go for prom (other than my parents who said it's stupid not to go for prom -.-), to sum out my <2years in hc.

racing so fun! haha
tootsie! and i shall list out my pending plans which comes to my mind now after As;D
- celebrate iris Belated and lixue birthdays - time to save $$$
- wants to buy new shoes, cute sneakers and erm more bags? shit too many bags
- spam myself with movies, HONGKONG shows and anime
- shop for prom. ahhh dolling up so troublesome
- HOLIDAYS overseas with lx, wl and pris and the family ^^
- forceful cooking lessons from mum yawns! -.-
- REGULAR exercise
- big feasts of buffet and steamboat!
and the list goes on haha. yet, i know i need to find a job :\

ok time to destress. and i've found some amusing past works :p








i can't find any of iris's D:

-blank-
- 5 papers down, 4 more to go!
- always had the misconception that i end on 28 but instead shld be 29
- this week was a damn stressful week esp for the first 3 days (how to survive for 5 consecutive days of As?!)
- speechless for maths): unsure for the rest so lets be forward looking no use brooding over whats over
- i'm so looking forward to next fri wheee ^^
- i wanna eat big feast after prelims! pizza hut today didnt satisfy my cravings :S
- received my final colours award today! (adieus tnf)
- needs new songs
- i wanna watch the anime Bleach online but can't till after As D:
- i have freakin loads of plans after As!
- should start exercising soon again after prelims
- hates stuffy nose and weird digestive system :\
- meanwhile jiayou to one and all studying, all and one mugging!

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from now on it's instinctual
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ENFP - The Inspirer
You are lucky because you are good at a variety of different things. In general you are successful at things you are interested in, however you do have a tendency to get bored easily and sometimes don't follow things through to completion. You should avoid jobs involving detailed, routine tasks and focus of careers where you have the freedom and flexibility to be creative and interact with other people. You have natural leadership skills without the need to always be in charge. This coupled with your creativity and energy allows you to inspire others and make them willing to work with you.

Some of your personality traits include:

* Project-oriented
* Bright and capable
* Warmly, genuinely interested in people; great people skills
* Extremely intuitive and perceptive about people
* Able to relate to people on their own level
* Service-oriented; likely to put the needs of others above your own
* Future-oriented
* Dislike performing routine tasks
* Need approval and appreciation from others
* Cooperative and friendly
* Creative and energetic
* Well-developed verbal and written communication skills
* Natural leaders, but do not like to control people
* Resist being controlled by others
* Can work logically and rationally - use your intuition to understand the goal and work backwards towards it
* Usually able to grasp difficult concepts and theories

Some of your suggested careers are:

* Consultant
* Psychologist
* Entrepreneur
* Actor
* Teacher
* Counselor
* Politician / Diplomat
* Writer / Journalist
* Television Reporter
* Computer Programmer, Systems Analyst, or Computer Specialist
* Scientist
* Engineer

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the quiz has certainly gave me some sense of direction in life. i've spent the whole of my teenage life racing against time, so much so i didn't find time thinking about my future. i used to have a burning passion in track, but it kind of dwindled as time passed. at first i thought i was sick of running, and yes there were times i asked myself why the hell i joined track and kill myself with exhausting trainings. but i realised, these thoughts surfaced when i dread trainings and it was not true that i regretted joining track. all along my mum was against of me joining track despite my track achievements but thankfully, what came out from her were mostly grumblings of me turning as black as charcoal by not applying sunblock. i've stopped sprinting and even running completely. i still like sprinting by not wholeheartedly. when realistic thinking comes into place, i know sprinting in spore won't get my anywhere and being an athlete certainly will not be my future. so most probably, i will not continue track and this yr will mark the end of my track career. it's time, to have a real goal in life.

oh gosh talking about studying, is still oh gosh...zomg. gp paper is this week and i can't screw it up like what i did for B2. studying today with des and wl was quite productive and entertaining, esp. when des fell off the chair in public which attracted numerous stares and painful laughters from us mwhahaha ^^ it's amazing how time flies, so hopefully we'll all endure through this gruelling period of prelims and A levels and who knows, A's will be soon over!

'At this time in your life you feel like 'giving up'. For every time you have tried to build up your hopes and dreams something has come along to burst the balloon.(GG!) You may feel that, at this particular moment in your life, there seems to be no chance of fulfilling these dreams but you are so wrong. You are the sort of person that can influence any situation, that is - If you don't give up. So consciously make the effort... You have that inherent power to succeed.

You are a leader in every sense of the word. You know where you are going and you know what you need to do in order to get there. You exercise an inherent initiative in overcoming obstacles and difficulties. You either hold, or wish to achieve, a position of authority by means of which full control can be exerted over events.

You are a demanding egocentric and therefore quick to take offence. This attitude makes people feel somewhat inadequate when in your company and so it is no wonder that at times you feel alone and unwanted.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you. There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality.'

goldinuniverse.com - some holds certain truth, only some.

we all know the nearest-ness of prelims but i'm trying very hard to keep my cool. there's a high possibility that one of my subjects may not pull through. but i will give in my best shot. this week has been a panda week. on average, 5h of sleep everyday and woah not that i'm mugging conscientiously -.- i realised, going to school for the past few weeks has been mostly a waste of time. my definition of keeping myself "artificially" awake is starting to make sense. when u force yourself to keep be awake during lessons but yet nothing was processed proves the idea of schooling at this stage useless. rather gain ample sleep and rest, and i'm assured that the rest of the time spent will be fruitful and productive. at this point, i'm clueless how will i fair for prelims :\

today, after a long torturous day in school, headed down to orchard and lingered around Ion before meeting a long lost (F)ren of mine haha. YS! i understand why shopping alone is so sinful! i nearly couldn't control my urge of spending. in the end, i bought 3 pairs of earrings for $12 but the fact is i really liked 2 of them. so i bought it. there were a couple of nice shirts but they exceeded my budget bleah. though the bunny shirt caught my eye, i held back my spending cause my fren was with me haha. we talked and window-shopped for quite a bit, walked from ion to taka, and from taka back to wisma then ion again. plus a couple of rounds around the basement whilst deciding what to snack on. freak! and i didn't manage to get a seat on the bus so i stood throughout the whole journey till my bag killed my poor shoulders D:

things have taken its shape, yet i didn't expect...nvm. it may not have been the meaning nor motive, but it has turned out to be plain stupid, to me at least.

aftermath of being CCA-less for months :\
i'm not a chameleon ys! eeee lizard!
i've grown a lot fairer! a skin colour i've not come in contact with since sec1 till present. track left me so many precious memories, one of which includes this:

DONT LAUGH =.=
it's Nats'08 200m finals, and wow splat like lizard zzz